I'm back!!

Wow I've been away from here for quite a while, the month of Sept has come now! Anyway-here I go again. Bear with me as my heart and mind have been so full of possible writing, don't know where to begin.
Definitely been living in Grace-what about you?
I like to parse songs-A popular singer Mariah Carey bless her heart-in one of her recent songs she says "Touch my body-GIVE ME WHAT I DESERVE"
Please know that I don't judge this lady, she has to stand before the King herself-I'm in no position to judge her, but I just want to put my arm around her and say Mariah-sweetie-What we all DESERVE-is everlasting punishment and the flames of hell.
See it's about just seeing God for who HE is, and what WE are. We come from the first Adam who fell in the garden. Of course after that the Flood came and it is redemption history ever since. In and of ourselves we are simply men and women with hearts that are severly bent toward sin and transgression!!
We NEED Jesus, we don't need spa treatments for example.
What do I really NEED?? What do I truly deserve??
I need the Lord to shower me with HIS blessings, I deserve to be out of his prescence but because of the person of Jesus I am brought into fellowship with the Father. Wow!!